誰(shuí)能幫我翻譯啊(漢譯英)

Actually,I don't want to say it out,but I really want you to know.
You have said that I love you just like the sister like her brother,but i do nor agree.You are so important to me, do you know? I've given my tears to you, which I didn't to my dear grandpa and grandma even when they had passed away.So, why don't you understand me? I need you!But i didn't force you to give to too much, and why don't you choose me?What's my fault? No matter how you treat me,you are my best love,for ever,and I'll never change!!

Acturally,I don't wanna say something like this,but I am really willing to let you know it.
You said that my love to you was between brother and sister,but I don't agree.Do you know how important you are in my heart?Do you know that I have cried for you?(My tears never bursted out before that even when my grandpa and grandma,who love me so deep,died.)Why can't you understand me?I need you,and I didn't ask you to sacrifice for me.Why can' you choose me?Is there anything wrong that I have done?No mater how you treat me,one thing which will never change is that you are my only true love for ever, I promise.

Actually,I do not want to say this , but I want to let you know.
You say that I like you to just like the elder sister and younger brother , but I do not agree . Do you know how important you are to me? DO you know thati have ever cried for you (I would not shed tears easily , even my dearly grandparents passing away ), why did you won't forgive me, I need you, I do not need required you to pay too much to me . Why do not you choose me ? What's wrong with me? No matter how you treated me, I will never change : You are my best love always, I guarantee .

Actually,I do not want to say this , but I want to let you know.
You say that I like you to just like the elder sister and younger brother , but I do not agree . Do you know how important you are to me? DO you know thati have ever cried for you (I would not shed tears easily , even my dearly grandparents passing away ), why did you won't forgive me, I need you, I do not need required you to pay too much to me . Why do not you choose me ? What's wrong with me? No matter how you treated me, I will never change : You are my best love always, I guarantee .