i'm dead inside 是什么意思

i'm dead inside
我死在里面
雙語(yǔ)對(duì)照
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It's not that I'm dead inside, or harbor a deep hatred toward little old ladies. I was just bored by the inevitability of it all the star-crossed lovers, the kissing in the rain, the emotional mugging at the end.
這不是因?yàn)槲覂?nèi)心麻木或者深藏著對(duì)小晌哪兆老太太的憎恨，我只是對(duì)所有這些俗套厭煩的不行宴租點(diǎn)背的情侶，雨中接吻，還有最后的充滿緩空感情的扮鬼臉。